My God has been so good to me!

Hello everyone! I know that I haven't shared much in a long while and I am just so busy that I don't seem to have time for I am enjoying life to the fullest of what the Lord has been pouring upon me. This December on the 4th I will be celebrating my 5 years of freedom. Praise the Lord that I am still alive to see another day! I have been praying for many things in life and now I am surely seeing many of the answered prayers that I am just blessed with. I feel that I am alive because of my children kept me going in my heart. To all those that have said that I wouldn't make it, can now see how my life has turned out. I told you all that one day I would have my children back in my life one by one. God has anwered my prayers! I did get my Son Christopher back into my life before he left up to TN and lost his life at a very young age. When I thought that was the end of the world for me...God had a different turn for my life. I was down in the dumps and it seemed like there was no way out but with everyone that cared about me and prayed and encouraged me, kept me going. Man, some times I think that I don't deserve it and how could this have come? But again it was God's will for my life. God put a wonderful man in my life and we got married. I had to let certian people go that was in my life but they were also a road block of my blessings. Once I let them go and no turning back, that was when God placed my husband Artemio (Alex) in my life. We had the same wants in life and the love for God too. We wanted to be there for each other to encourage and to help others that are hurting out in the world. Through our experience of what he went thru and what I went thru. Many of you already know my story so far and have been waiting for me to share more. I am so excited to get to where I want to be in this story, for you all would be excited for me as well!! You all know that I have had a son Calvin who is now 1 years old and I am expecting a daughter Ckystal in April of 2014. More like at the end of April. Yes, that was all I ever wanted in a family...a boy and a girl. That God has given me! Now to the most exciting part...my daughter Cheyenne aka Hannah Green has found me and accepted me back in her life. That wasn't easy after knowing what was told to her most of her life but all I could do was tell her the truth and let God do the rest. The timing was not so perfect for I was leaving the Country for one month and I was like why at this time Lord? But only God knows why. His timing is the perfect timing and I am not complaining! I was more afraid of what was to come about this relationship between my daughter and myself. Now that she knows the truth and sees more and hears more every day we are getting so much closer. She asked me to walk her down to give her away in marriage to a young man named Jude McCoy. He seems real sweet and it looks like she found her a good man to spend her life with. I am so glad for I do not want her to ever follow my foot steps in life. I just want to give her the best advise that I can and show her how much she is loved no matter what we have been thru in life. God has been good to me and I don't deserve it. Now I have my children back in my life except Chrasina aka Martha Green for she is still young and living with her adoptive parents. Can't wait till she turns 18 yrs old and she is of legal age for me to look her up. I also have to give some credit to a young lady out there in TN who also made this happen for me and my family...Thank you Kristen Owens. I am going to TN the first week of December to see Cheyenne and enjoy her special day with her. I am more than excited and how blessed I am. I thank my God every day and I still keep Praising Him for all He has done and going to do in my life. I know that this isn't the end of my story for it will continue on but I had to share to let you all know, so that when you keep God first in your life He will show you things that you never thought would be possible. My life isn't that bad and I made he best out of the bad situation that you could think of...from bad relationships and not know who my Creator is and who I am and the reason an my purpose in life. Now here I stand strong in Jesus Christ and sharing my life story for all to see that if I can make it...you also can to if you want it. My God has been so good to me! Take it from me who has done 10yrs 2 1/2 monts straight in prison and I came out with the heart of God for I am the Child of the Most High God! I love you all and I ask that you all continue to pray for me as I make this trip in December to see my daughter Cheyenne for our first reunion. Again, I thank my God for all the blessings that He is pouring in my life. THANK YOU ALL!!!!