I feel that when one is not getting a positive word from someone there is a void within that makes you feel different from others. You may think that you have it bad from the next person till you really search the other person and see that they have it much worst than you. We all have problems in life and some deal with it better than others.
I can say that life for me right now is fine for I want to let the past be the past and move forward as I have been doing and knowing that my strength is from the Lord above. I feel others pain when they tell me about their journey in life and I try to help lift them up because we will always be God's servents and try to help our Brother and Sister that is in need.
Life is too short to waste and we need to live life as if it is our last days! Be thankful that you have family, friends, or that someone that will hold your hand when no one else seems to care. Lets help make someone around you smile and know that you care. Never go to bed without telling someone that you care about them or even tell them that you love them, because tomorrow isn't promised to us and you never know what tomorrow holds.
I recently lost my step-dad and to think that I was a blessing to him and made a difference in his life is very hard to say for he not once told me "I love you" or "that he was proud of me". It's too late for all that now but I hear it from others that he has spoken to before he left this world and how am I to know what was he thinking before he took his last breath? I miss him even though he was hard to understand sometimes by the way he wanted things to be under his terms and his ways. I only got close to him in this past year as I was also his care taker and his step-daughter. I will not forget the day that I told him that life is too short to worry about the past and to know that Jesus in me made me who I am today and that I love him for him no matter what! He stood there looking at me in tears and cried, well shed a tear, and I could see in his eyes that he understood where I was coming from because the stress of life itself will and can kill you because it is a known fact that stress kills! To worry about the small things in life isn't worth loosing your life over. I told him that if he were to leave this world today and everything that was here would still be here and not gone with him. He said that he understands what I was talking about. But who really knows but God our Creator who made Heaven and Earth!
I pray every day for the world and the people that I know and for the people that cross my path. I don't want to leave any one out for you never know when someone is going to leave us. It happen to me so sudden and now I wonder so many things. God only know when and where and everything else about life and we need to appreciate it to the fullest!
I love everyone and I do pray for everyone and even for those that don't even think that I would put it pass them. With God in my life and changed me around that is what I want to share unto others to see the person that I am today and not about my past. Be blessed and stay encouraged for we are by reason and it happened to be that you came across my path! I LOVE YOU! ~Me
